What if you wake up one morning and you’re in bed with the love of your life and they have their arm around you and their snoring like a fucking ass hole, but you can’t help but to smile and you hear a baby crying and it finally hits you, you’ve made it.
you beat the demons inside you, the voices, the darkness.
I look forward to that, to knowing I made it.

(via mxsxlf)

ok yes literally crying because this is my greatest wish and my biggest fear there are too many demons from my past the darkness in my heart darkness in my past projecting the voices in my head ttht i will never make it ok ye deep as shit feeling like shit cuz im a shithead